CATCH UP THE COLLEGE LIFE

Where to start? Let’s take stock of schooling, mine was a government school in Patna, the only 1 good thing about my school was the education expense, it was almost nothing. But yes I used to go for private tuitions and had great time with my friends. As such I don't have many fond memories of my school life. I didn't have any big dream in my life before I entered to 12th standard. I was a very average student. Once I entered to 12th, I had 1st dream of my life and was to get admission in a very prestigious institution for engineering but didn't have dream to be a great engineer just entry was the dream. I started my preparation for exam with great passion but without any direction and always had fear of failure. If you start anything with fear, it takes you to long to get to the end and sometime it doesn't happen. But in my case fortunately it happened after long time. It was my last try for the exam and I was sure about 1 thing if I fail to grab the position, my life is in dark. I belong to a place where there was no education system and no opportunity. If anyone could have thought of the best opportunity at that time, that was to come out from that place. I spoiled so many years in but I was fighting with the given circumstances for my dream and finally I got through.

Words of Thought on First Day of Blogging

How difficult is to think what you want and how you want? It's difficult but most difficult is to think about how to think, from where to start? But always the sooner the better. I have been thinking about start unfolding my thoughts. I never try to expand and drill my thoughts. But today Oct30-10 at 3:19 PM I decided and chosen blog as a medium to start sharing my thoughts to myself and be cognizant about my life. I need some acceptance in my life but not to give up just getting motivated to see and move up in my life. Acceptance of facts always helps to simplify thought process and also helps to carve the plan to move ahead in life.
So let me start with some facts: 1) I Always dream to do big things in life and establish my identity 2) I don't dare to take big steps in life 3) I lack in confidence and always look for someone to come along with in my journey 4) I don't trust my decisions.5) But the most important fact is I know I don't have to do what I am doing now.
With these facts I am gonna start blogging to share and keep track of things happening in my life.